Sunday, August 24, 2008

IM SO HAPPY

MY MUM COOKed INSTANT NOODLES FOR ME=D
the last time she cooked noodles for me is yearsssssss ago.HAHA.

IM SO SAD.

COS EXAM IS TOMORROWWWWW.
5 papers for 5 days. nice one.

when studying in school with mei yan yestersday. from 11 to 10. it was one of the most tiring study ever. but fun . and i REALLY study. =D

Thursday, August 21, 2008

STUDY WEEK!!!!!!

oh man, 3 days have pass, and only manage to finish one subject. or rather go through chapter.

DIEEEEEEEEEEE.

anyway, feel like blogging cause i have fail to blog on 18/08/2008. a very special and unforgettable day for all TP lifesaver of my batch. a farewell party for Patrick before he leave TP to venture the world and find a place we his effort and talent could be shown,seen and last but not least RECOGNISE and RESPECTED.

when i first joined lifesaving last year. im just nobody and not noticed. i dont swim well, not chatty, not really sporting. though i went in with a BM ,but i was somehow not selected. but it was Patrick who give me the chance, and accepted me. the tons of advise and encouragement he give and the belief and trust he have in me and give me chances to proof myself, to whom im today. all of this might be fate, but regardless, without him, theres no chen an the vice cap today.

his way of anticipating life does really affect who im today. have trust and giving chances to others. and the sacrifices he does and effort he put in for lifesaving. i can feel it all , cause im in the progress of it now. how tough mentally it is, and how much time it takes.

theres always a end to everything. thus its just sooner or later Patrick will leave us. but why must it be this year. where its such a GREAT GREAT year, having the best competitors and most important of all, a big bunch of well bond, ACTIVE AND JOYFUL JUNIORS.

i believe they will pass down the lifesaving spirit that Patrick have injected.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

NATIONAL DAY.

is not bad actually. work for a 9 hour shift at serangoon pool. and head to grandma house after that. grandma is cooking CHILLI CRAB. my favorite. and CAKE. for my brother birthday=D

my young lil cousin girl was funny.
she told my aunt to get her a bao , cause she is hungry.
but , my aunt told her its going to be dinner soon, wait for dinner.
then she cry out. see, you dun let me eat, uncle and aunt always say im sooo thin.

HAHAHA. so cute.

Friday, August 08, 2008

08/08/08

thanks to olympics, we have no training. haha

BUT STILL, I MISS TRAINING.

allen is right, not everyone have the some temper as i , or the same heart.

big mistake i made. so many things to be settled.

NOBODY LIKE TO REPLY MAILS!!!!!!!!!!! WHYWHYWHY????????

after the long sms i send , no one feel a thing i guess.

BEING NOBLE MAY NOT BE NOTICE ALWAYS.

shall change . I SHALL CHANGEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Saturday, August 02, 2008

ARGHHHHH. please someone tell me BATMAN do exist. i need help, batman .

THE WORLD IS NEVER FAIR .

i cant stand the face of KENNIETH AND RAYMOND. i believe in retributions.

there is always a limit for everyone, even someone who can forgive and forget. when push over the limit. DEVIL might surface.

for us everything might seems settle. but eventually its not. though does not affect or concern me. but every thought of what PAT have to went through really make this world seems cruel. cruel to the sense that JOKER logic of sadistic human nature of kill to survive is spreading to the whole world.

Friday, August 01, 2008

MENTAL CHAOS ( mind keep wondering )

have been pondering on many things. . things cannot be avoid.

well TP lifesaving will have a new start soon. things can be in our hand of control. BUT theres no promise.

hope Pat can find a chance to show his capability again soon. GOOD LUCK.

ANGEL and DEVIL inside your heart.

i wonder, will the man who bring this incident up, did it the same way again if he have a second chance.

i wanna give my full RESPECT to you. BUT sometimes, your words and actions dun show you deserve it.